Kalee

MAYBE

July 13, 2009

Maybe she did love me
Maybe she did want me
Maybe I was just to blinded by confusion to see
That she tried her best to save me
I was just a little girl what do I know

Maybe she fought
Maybe she tried
Maybe she stayed up days and nights and cried
Maybe she was just as scarred as me
Just as afraid of what the next day was to be

Maybe she felt the same things I did
Maybe she’s not as heartless as I thought
Maybe she was just as alone as I was
Just a little girl afraid of the world

Maybe she just needed someone supportive in her life
To tell her that they love her
And to be there through the night
To help her through the dark times
And learn that there are good

Maybe she wants to change the past
Maybe she wishes she could
All these maybes that I have
Maybe one day I’ll know
Maybe one day I’ll ask

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TO MY LITTLE SISTER

July 13, 2009

I love you more then you’ll ever know
I know you can’t see and it doesn’t always show
My heart aches knowing I let you down
I’m so sorry I haven’t been around
That I haven’t there for you to wipe your tears and hold your hands like sisters do

These past few years I’ve been through so much pain
I lost my everything
I try to forget
I try to move on
But I can’t regain what is gone
I want us to be close again
I just don’t know how to begin

You’re all growing up so fast
My mind is always in...

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LIFE MOVES ON

July 13, 2009

You go in so blind

You think it’s going to last forever
But then you find
Forever is never

Why does it hurt so much inside
Why couldn’t we just be fine
You wanted him to be yours for all of time
But now he’s gone
And you know it’s time for you to move on

It’s so hard
And so far from ok
Never did you think he’d make you feel this way
You start to wonder
Was it worth the pain in your heart
Was this love cursed from the start

You’re just trying to make sense
To mend your broken h...

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MY ONLY REGRET IS TRUSTING YOU

June 18, 2009

You kicked me out and abandoned me

I thought you were my family

I gave you my heart and I trusted you

Now what do you expect me to do

Just to keep on loving you

You broke my heart and left me all alone

Do you expect everything to be fixed on its own

You wonder why I'm so detached

What do you expect after that act

You took away my everything

And left me all alone

I don't think you realize

Just look in my eyes

Can you see the pain inside

All the tears you made me c...

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GET OUT OF MY LIFE

June 18, 2009

Because of you I hide

Because of you I cry

Because of you I lie

Because of you I'm shy

Because of you I'm alone

Because of you I have no home

Because of you I'm afraid

This is what you made

I'm crying

Tears roll down my cheek

I'm lying

I can't even speak

I tell you I'm ok

Just so you'll go away

I don't wanna see your face no more

I can't deal with this pain anymore

It hurts and I can not take it anymore

I'm tr...

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JUST A LITTLE GIRL

June 18, 2009

Can you see the pain in my eyes

Do you know that I cry late at night

I lay alone in my bed

Wishing that you were with me

But you're gone now

And I'm dead

You killed me

You put a knife threw my chest

The moment you left

I wipe the tears from my eyes

I just cry and cry

Like a river my tears flow

I'm all alone in the dark

Just me and my broken heart

My wrists begin to bleed

I'm down on my knees

Crying lord help me please

I was just a little girl

When y...

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DEATH

June 18, 2009

Do you know what it feels like

To want to end your life

To be filled with so much pain

That you don't see the point of living

To feel like you can't go on

Just to want to be gone

I hear death calling me

It says it can set me free

It whispers in my dreams

Always taunting me

Death holds out it's hand to me

And I grab it gracefully

Then I wake up just to see

I'm still here in misery

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THE TRUTH

June 18, 2009

The truth is I don't trust easily and I love rarely

I've learned from my past and I know how people act

They can't be trusted

You have to watch your back

You say you're different

You say you're not the same

Everyone before you said the same thing

My own parents did this shit to me

They said they loved me then abandoned me

So what makes you so different

What makes you not the same

I guarantee you I've heard everything

You want me to love you

You want me to trust...

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SO FAR AWAY

June 17, 2009

You’re so far away but I can feel your touch
I can see it in your eyes
You care so much
The longing that you must feel
The wanting of you is so real

I close my eyes and there you are
Looking at me
You’re all my eyes can see
The taste of your lips is something I dream
To feel your body against me

You know me inside and out
You’re the only one who can figure me out
What I feel cannot be explained
You’re a beautiful disaster of everything

It almost seems as if it’s unreal
But when I hear your voice ...
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INNOCNECE IS GONE

June 17, 2009

A little girl
With sunshine hair and baby blue eyes
Such innocnece
You could see it in every tear she cried
She was tough and she acted so strong
But she couldn't hang on

She tried to just shut her ears and close her eyes
Hoping that she could hide
From all the pain the world creates inside
But she couldn't run fast enough
And she was to young to stand up

No buddy was there
No buddy cared
Couldn't they see that she was so scarred
I know that they saw all the tears that she cried
And all the marks and bruis...
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